Dropping the Ball.

Ok so, I think it's completely logical to say that I can't possibly follow through on my promises to keep regular posts, but I do try.
I haven't felt like doing much lately, I've been half-assing it at work, and laying around feeling sorry for myself for weeks.

Who knew things would take this kind of turn?

Anyways, I need to find something to keep my mind occupied. I was thinking, today, about how much I miss being in an orchestra or choir and being part of something amazing. I think I'll try to find a reason - any reason - to perform again with a group. The feeling is amazing, really.

I am also thinking about working out regularly like I've always been saying but have never actually done. Hence the title.
I'm getting very lazy. I need my hectic schedules and tight deadlines and stress beyond measure back. I'm becoming...laid back. Jesus.

As many of you have seen, read, or heard, I've been miserable for a while now. No worries, there is light at the end of the tunnel. Something happened that comprimised my vision of life in Toronto. It's okay. I will make a new vision.
I still want to live on my own. I've been looking at apartments around the city where I could potentially lay my rug down. But I'm not taking anything into serious consideration just yet. Once I have the numbers in order, I will pursue it further, of course.

Does anyone else love Fall? Since the weather has been getting colder, all I've been wanting to do is go for a walk and have coffee with someone fun. Where are you guys?!
The colours, fashions, lattes, and chilly nights are all making me feel like I made the right decision moving here. There is so much to do and see now! Not like living in Kitchener.

I hope I haven't bored you all to tears, but this is exciting for me. You can take your shopping trips, parties and movie nights, but I want my cold, sunny days with a hot coffee and all the time in the world. Thanks :)
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Whoopsie

I definitely wanted to be more regular with blog posts, but my life got so hectic and busy that I never found the time to write about anything!
I got a new job since my last post, and I didn't end up moving to that amazing apartment downtown. My sister and I talked, and decided to live together for a while and save money so we can get our lives on track and she could buy a car.
Well what can I say about Toronto 4 months in? It's been amazing, busy, stressful, fun, rainy, depressing and a big giant let down.
A lot, eh? I think I've experienced quite a bit since moving here. I was offered a job at a luxury retailer and have now been there for 2 weeks. Tried the dating thing and it didn't work out. Felt the stress of "can I make rent this month?" and learned if you eat everything in the first week, you have no food for the second week.
Things are beginning to iron out a bit, but as always, things come up that are unavoidable. So, for the most part, I'm enjoying my self here.
I know that was a lot of rambling, but I really don't have much else to talk about (or that I really want to).
I'm saving up for a mac book, so I'll probably have that in a few weeks or so. By then, my blog posts WILL be more regular. I have daily rants I'll want to post up. I think it'll be a better outlet than if I called someone every night after work and bitched about my day. This way, people can either read it, or ignore it.
Everybody wins :)

Well, until next time!

Love <3