Waking Up

I finally got to sleep in today. It was pretty fantastic!
Although I have a bit of a problem that is worth talking to a doctor about
I think something is wrong with my right eye. It hurts like a bitch.
I tried to put on eyeshadow yesterday and it actually hurt. Every brush stroke was like someone was poking my eye really hard.
I don't understand. Maybe I pulled a muscle?
Anyways.
I got my Visa bill the other day and almost had a heart attack. I knew what was coming but I didn't realise how stupid I am with money. LOL
Oh well...
I've been debating recently about getting my video blog back up and running. I'm sure no one would have a problem with that.
HOWEVER
I have no idea what to talk about. My videos are never as long as I think they're going to be.
Anyone have any ideas for my next video if I actually do one??
Let me know through this, Twitter, Facebook, or Youtube.
Don't matter what it is. The crazier the better!
Anyways I hope everyone is having a fantastic weekend! I'm going to get back to my 300 calorie breakfast :)
Love.

Obsessions and Procrastinations.

Oh jeeze.
I don't really have any eventful stories to tell. I've been home sick for the past two days. It was nice to relax, but now I'm putting off my already over-due homework to write this.
As of late, I've developed somewhat of an obsession with Alex Evans. He's a 19 year old genius of a photographer who lives in Montreal. His ideals and outlooks are so genuinely unique and that's the most apparently gorgeous thing about him. I would kill to meet him. Really.
Anyways, that being said, I think I hold that bar way too high for guys. That's why I can't find one...hmmm...I should really work on that one.
Tonight, I went out with one of my best friends, Julia. We went to Starbucks, had a latte, then went to see It's Complicated and cowed out on junk food. The movie turned out to be, surprisingly, funnier and better than I thought. I was smiling the entire way through.
So, I thought we had a pretty fabulous night together. She also talked me through something I'm not exactly willing to tell the world. It got me thinking that I have no idea what I would do without her. She knows me better than I know myself, and I'm so grateful to have met her.
Anyways enough of the corny stuff, I guess I should go write my articles now.
Until next time :)
Love.

Just my luck, I guess.

I decided to share with you some of the bad luck I have been experiencing recently.
I sure hope this doesn't get too personal. :S
Ok, so at work today, my friend and I were talking about boy problems. This is not a rare thing, either. I'm sure everyone has had bad experiences. In fact I'm positive of it.
Anyways, so we're just talking about our luck, and I realize that in the past year I have had quite possibly the worst luck with "promising" guys.
I had one boy say I was stalking him; one guy keeps telling me he likes me and then starts dating someone else, and that someone else hits on me pretending to be him; another I thought was amazing and then randomly we stopped talking and when we do now, there's nothing really to say; another one was exactly like me except stood me up on a would-be excellent coffee date.
I'm sensing a trend. But I can't quite decide if it's me or them.
Either way, I'm becoming increasingly more sexually frustrated, and in need of a partner. Good luck, Lew.

On a happier note, rehearsals for Footloose have started and I have not been more excited about a performance. I don't have a principal role, but I didn't audition for one. I just wanted a name, and some lines. I got both. So it's very exciting.

I guess that's all I have to say for now.
Love.

2010: Good Year.

Happy New Year, all!
So, let's face it. 2009 sucked for everyone. I'm pretty sure it's safe to say we all had our ups and downs (some more than others). This year, however, is going to be amazing. I can just tell these things.
I can promise I won't make any of the same mistakes I did last year. And seeing as how I started the year off single, I'm on the right track!
I haven't exactly made any resolutions yet. I guess my only goals are to finish school and GTFO of Kitchener. I can't begin to describe how much I loathe it here. I also want to move out on my own and live life on my own terms.
Those are pretty solid goals, right? We'll worry about the college and career thing in 2011, but for now, my [current] resolution is to close another chapter of my life and move on from one thing to a whole other thing. You know?
If anyone actually reads this, I want to know what your New Year's resolutions are! I don't care how ridiculous they sound, actually. The more far out they are, the better!
So yeah. I'm going to do my best to turn over a new leaf.
Until then, keep checking back :)
Love.