Dropping the Ball.

Ok so, I think it's completely logical to say that I can't possibly follow through on my promises to keep regular posts, but I do try.
I haven't felt like doing much lately, I've been half-assing it at work, and laying around feeling sorry for myself for weeks.

Who knew things would take this kind of turn?

Anyways, I need to find something to keep my mind occupied. I was thinking, today, about how much I miss being in an orchestra or choir and being part of something amazing. I think I'll try to find a reason - any reason - to perform again with a group. The feeling is amazing, really.

I am also thinking about working out regularly like I've always been saying but have never actually done. Hence the title.
I'm getting very lazy. I need my hectic schedules and tight deadlines and stress beyond measure back. I'm becoming...laid back. Jesus.

As many of you have seen, read, or heard, I've been miserable for a while now. No worries, there is light at the end of the tunnel. Something happened that comprimised my vision of life in Toronto. It's okay. I will make a new vision.
I still want to live on my own. I've been looking at apartments around the city where I could potentially lay my rug down. But I'm not taking anything into serious consideration just yet. Once I have the numbers in order, I will pursue it further, of course.

Does anyone else love Fall? Since the weather has been getting colder, all I've been wanting to do is go for a walk and have coffee with someone fun. Where are you guys?!
The colours, fashions, lattes, and chilly nights are all making me feel like I made the right decision moving here. There is so much to do and see now! Not like living in Kitchener.

I hope I haven't bored you all to tears, but this is exciting for me. You can take your shopping trips, parties and movie nights, but I want my cold, sunny days with a hot coffee and all the time in the world. Thanks :)
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